As I am writing this, I am still not sure if I am going to post it or not, because all these years I am not really vocal when it comes to my 'relationship status' and stuff. Hey you, I know this might sound a bit cheesy, but hear me out. I am here to write how thankful I am for having Jason in my life. We have been together for 2 years now, 25th month on the 13th. Everyday I thank God for giving me such a wonderful guy like him. All these years, he has continued to be my cushion against everything, my human diary, my best sounding board. I am not blowing things out of proportion here, but unlike others, he has never disappointed me, he has never left me, he has never let me down. Cheesy, eh? I am indeed thankful for all the things he has done for me. I will try not to talk about him here more often because it's cheesy, and I want our relationship be private. But let me, just this once, to express how grateful I am. Sorry for being overly sentimental, I just find it hard to doodle my ideas when it comes to him. He is no out of the ordinary, but I don't know, there are a lot things about him that I find it hard to narrate.
If someone would ask me who I want to be with? I would simply say, someone who can understand that I am not perfect. Yes. I have committed a lot of mistakes, several times. Something that should not be done in our relationship. Not the cheating thingy, you should clearly understand what I mean. I lied to him. Now, I just have the audicity to blog here that I lied to Jason. From his simple words like, "Kumain ka na?" I would always say, "oo tapos na", even if I am not. To, "uminom ka na ng gamot?", I would say, "yes!" even if I am not yet. After all the lies I did, I realize that, Jason, does not deserve anything like this. In the end, I told him everything. I knew he will get mad at me. I knew I should accept what the effects may be. What I only kept in my mind that time was, he does not deserve a single lie, he needs to know everything.
Once again, I am so lucky to have him, he just told me not to ever do that again. He set aside his anger. His love for me never fails. Something I should really be proud of. I never wanted to be unfair to him, so I faced the consequences. After all I have done, he is still there, protecting and fighting for me and loving me, ofcourse. I would never let go of this guy. When pig's fly! He is a lot to lose.
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